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It is because this has always has been about regaining my life, through behavioral modification, self introspection and discovery and then ultimately weightloss that I have dance stuck to the journey and made the decisions that I did. And because of that determination and those decisions I will be a better, healthier and happier man with this journeys successful conclusion in New York. Now along the way I have made mistakes, poor dance decisions and even worked against myself, dance but the thing that I have come to understand that all of these things; good and bad, are part of the overall process. I left my home on this journey with the initial idea that weightloss was the goal and achieving it meant that I would find happiness. I discovered that I had to find the happiness in my life regardless of the weight to be able to affect the weightloss in a realistic and sustainable way. What I am trying to say is that my initial motivation to walk across the country was naïve and ultimately doomed to fail because it is not a good way to lose all of the weight.
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